2012
Firstly, i would wish everyone out there a Happy New Year! Hope 2012 will be a better year. π
If any one of you manage to read this post, you are in luck cause you remembered my link! Good for you! π I hardly blog nowadays or rather i don’t blog anymore. Everything is on twitter, 160 words to express my thoughts. 2011 is a happy, sad, bitter, sweet year for me? It was such a pity i would say. Well its time for me to grow up and learn my lesson through the hard way. Still healing yo.. Took me a long time. Made some friends, lose some friends. I always believed we can make it together. HAA. I am really thatΒ gullible to still hold on to that tiny little hope in me. Joke man. That’s all, i am not going to continue anymore. The chapter shall end here. If you want to know more, ask me.
So I think there is something wrong with my time management, i have absolutely no time for myself (personal time to surf net, prolly read a book?) because i procrastinate A LOT and i slack big time! :c There is no new year resolutions for me this year because it is useless, i will forget about it and i will procrastinate AGAIN. I really need to do something about my procrastination! Damn. Life being pretty mundane for me, no drama mama. Sad life but simple. I think i lead a better life being single. Being in a relationship makes me a monster. Hai. Let bygones by bygones.
Year 2 is coming to an end soon. Cant wait for my graduation although is a bit too early to say now. Pass my year 2 modules then say la hor. PMS is such a bitch.. Overwhelmed with emotions. Seriously need to control yi xia. I.NEED.TO. Need a sumo hug. :’c Must be PMS, the atmosphere(2.52am now) and the music that is playing on my lappie that is making me so emomo! Shall sleep it off.
Note to self: TOMORROW WILL BE A BETTER DAY FOR ME! YES IT WILL BE! π Nights people. β€
Wishlist
If someone will to come across my blog and see my wishlist for my 21st, good for you! Actually felt bad for posting it up cause i know some are rather expensive.
- Sunglass
- Digital camera
- Titus leather watch w 3 “faces” working inside.
- Wallet
- Make up set
- Perfume(dkny, issey miyaki, no floral smell)
- 21 dresses(HAHA)
- Skin care product
- Solitaire ring. π
- iTouch4
- Probably Vouchers if you cant decide what to get. (Topshop, river island, takashimaya)
- Aroma therapy burner?
- Longchamp handbag le pliage(i got the smallest one alr, shape is le pliage)
- $$$$?
Not obliged to get all these to enter my party! π
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Capricorn Girl
Nik gave me the link about capricorn girl which i find it so so so true about me to a certain extent.. Decided to share it. Is all capricorn girl behaving like this too? π
It is very difficult to define the characteristics profile of a Capricorn girl exactly. She can be the sexy babe on the beach or a scientist sitting in the laboratory, doing experiments that can save mankind. Whatever she is on the outside, when you look inside you will find a girl who looks for security, authority, respect and position. It is an entirely different matter how she seeks to achieve these goals. It may be as the president of a country or as the wife of an ambitious man. She seeks recognition and it doesn’t matter how she gets it.
A Capricorn female is like that goat, which has to reach the top of the mountain. It doesn’t matter what position she starts and how slowly she walks, she will be at the top much before those, who were running in front of her. She will do it with such subtlety that you wouldn’t even know when she crossed all the milestones. She has her aims and ambitions, but they don’t come before her family. She can enjoy the role of a wife or a mother as much as that of the CEO of the biggest MNC. However, you will have to provide her with equivalent respect and security.
Almost all the Capricorn women have immaculate etiquettes. They have an inherent sense of social elegance, modesty and conventional look. Though she looks completely calm, composed and balanced, don’t think she doesn’t have mood swings. She can become really depressed if she thinks that someone has misjudged or ill-treated her. In such a case, she may brood for months at a time. This stems from the fact that she does not feel as secure as she seems to be and fears being ridiculed or laughed at.
It is advisable not to tease a Capricorn girl; she may take it too literally. Though she may pretend otherwise, she seeks as much compliments as the other girls, probably even more. Show her that you appreciate her and make her feel secure. It will help her in opening up and showing her deliberately controlled passion. A Capricorn girl’s personality doesn’t include the trait of wishful thinking. She sees only those dreams that can be converted into reality. She enters a boat only when she knows that the waters are safe.
She will emphasize heavily on social etiquettes and you never see her serving the guests in anything but crystal cutlery. There will always be something fresh about her beauty and she will never ever be unattractive, even when she is wearing those hair-curlers. A Capricorn female will appear to be extremely confident, but inside she is quite unsure about her appearance. You will have to reassurance her time and again that she is attractive. She will always be honest and will expect the same from you.
At the same time, you will have to respect her family. Remember when you marry a Capricorn woman; you marry her family and relatives too. If ever you criticize her family members, better ensure that the criticism is constructive or she will never forgive you. Her love for you will never prevent her from taking care of her family. The plus point of this attitude is that she will be equally considerate towards your family too and give them the same respect as her own fellows. She will never mind if you cancel your holiday trip to pay for dad’s operation.
The home of a Capricorn female will always be sparkling clean, that to with effortless ease. She is a realist and daydreaming is not her idea of passing the time. She has the ability to make even the dullest of surroundings looks warm and attractive, with her earthly passion. She will never stop you from dreaming, as long as there is bread in the house and the dreams have atleast some chances of turning into reality. As a mother, she will teach the kids discipline, economy, practicality, etiquettes and respect for elders. Make her feel loved, protected, needed and cared for and in return, she will support you in realizing your dreams and give you a deep, lasting love!
http://www.iloveindia.com/astrology/sun-signs/capricorn/woman.html
Have fun reading!
In loving memory of Ah Ma
Its been a week plus since you were cremated and i decided to blog it out now. Before you passed away peacefully on wednesday’s early morning, i went to visit you on sunday. Is it consider that i’m lucky to see you for the last time? Do you know you were going somewhere soon that’s why you were saying those weird stuffs that mom said? I still clearly remembered what happen on that very sunday. It is not an ordinary sunday, is a day where i last saw you. I’m not a very mushy or rather not very good in words person, i knew i said ‘take care Ah Ma, i will come back and visit you again.’ I gave a rub on your arm before i left.. The next moment i heard about you is your death. It caught me off guard totally.
I know i’ve been very unfilial, i always don’t have the time to visit you. I saw that smile on your face, i knew you left us with a lighted heart..to somewhere a better place. You were so beautiful and i only manage to smell that flowery smell on you on the last day due to my blocked nose. It was nice, i could recognize it if i ever got to smell it again..
I missed your cooking. Your love to us, your grandchildren.. You never fail to ask whether are we thirsty.. When you left us, it sort of bonded us as a family closer. I’ve never exchanged so much and enjoyed so much with my cousins before.. I hope it goes on and make it last. Why do people learn to cherish and realize after they lost their loved one?
Ah Ma, you will live my heart as long as i do. I love you.
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KPOP FRENZY again.
Last minute kbox session at Jurong Safra last night with Rachel, Daphne and Kaixin. $8 per pax. Inclusive 2 bowl of free tibits and 1 free drink to per person. Rach was the driver of the night! It was freezing like mad inside! Rach and i shared a blanket provided by them. Toward the end, we bombarded ourselves with KPOP! We just sat there and listen to their music video. 
Probably you will know what am i going to say next! Hee. I am once again going crazy for them! Without fail -.- First song was SHINee Ring Ding Dong. JONGHYUN just caught my attention!! He is the one in blonde in the video. Followed by Taeyang Wedding dress! I just loveeeee his move in the video.
After that was Macdonalds to get some drinks and home sweet home! π TATA!
How much have i change?
A sudden adrenaline rush for me to blog about how much have i change ever since i left secondary school. Im looking through all my photos in my harddisk now. Those fond memories~ Aww.
Lets start with my girlfriends. The day we joined Volleyball and fought through every competition together with our hearts together as one and that is how we became ζ»ε (according to my dad’s dictionary). We never fail to celebrate each other birthdays and give surprises!
Sarah's 18th! I only have this pic with us inside. *She went missing most of the time*
Tangs's 18th!
Daphne's 17th!
Nicole's 17th over at Novotel!
Secondary school days was volleyball and more volleyball. We could hardly go out during weekends. Saturday is always reserved for training without fail and after training is stay back to ogle at boys! LOL! And play ball la! Our first dress up day! We went overseas together too!
Dress up day!
B Division.
Graduation day! Pui. Graduation High Tea ONLY. WHY NO PROM NIGHT?! URGH.
Volleyballers graduated lo!
Went to Msia for competition too. Definitely is an eye opener for me and a chance to play with other team from other countries. SEE KAIXIN ACTUALLY WE WERE ACTUALLY THAT CLOSE ONCE! HEH. WE EVEN TOOK PICTURES TOGETHER!
SEE KAIXIN!
After we graduated, we do meet up occassionally. Everyone had their own commitment. I started my first job as a sales assistant at Adidas after my ‘O’s, worked for 3 months. Learnt many things from there! Loads of passer-by at that time too.
Started to go for beach competition. Always get burnt! Joined countless teams and the only team i rememebered is OHANA! Ohana means: means family in an extended sense of the term including blood-related, adoptive or intentional. It emphasizes that family are bound together and members must cooperate and remember one another.
OK I RAN OUT OF WHAT TO WRITE. LAST PIC OK. UPLOADING OF PHOTO DAMN SLOW! TADAAAAAAAH!
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After that, i entered NYP. To be continued…
CIAOZ
p/s: i dont know why all my pictures all look so stretch! i still suck in wordpress.
My Boo Boo Boo 